#so much for friendship

I'm back. haha. Finally found something what I want to say.

Despite the stress from SPM like 2 days away,I really want to say about this topic, FRIENDSHIP.

I mean like who doesn't have friendship problems before? One of my old friend suddenly told me one memory when we were primary, there was this birthday party at someone's house, and then there was this storeroom, one of my "enemy" that time went in, and then she came out. LOL. I don't know why, but my friend and I went in. We were just primary mann haha. Then we were locked from the outside. Seriously? I mean why would someone want to do something like this. As I said, primary.

So now let's go to secondary. My that "enemy" become a friend of mine, I don't know whether she sorry for what she did, but seriously, she did a lot of bad stuffs to me, And she actually asked me to give her RM80 at that time. Okay, what she did was forgiven because I really don't like to keep these stuffs in my mind. And secondary, Should I say a new world? Well, it's basically just the same but just without the childish umm, what we call that? "I friend and don't friend you?" I don't really care much though. I admit I look like a weirdo to them somehow. But who cares? Because I'm special,

and they are like very common? Well, no offence that I'm saying them normal, just want to enhance the difference between me and them :) So really. No offence.

Types of friends I really don't want to bother about:

1. those attitude problems? lie, cheat, betray, hot and cold. LOL

2. like ants. you know what I mean.

3. both sided?

4. Smile while with you, but doesn't care you when you smile back. Oh come on.

5. Too hyperactive? like those they doesn't care your feeling and just say out anything?

6. Wanted too much praises. Come on, should I borrow my mouth for you your whole life?

7. Talk to me but not facing to me, instead someone else.

8. The ones that walk with you but still don't talk to you

HEY YOU GUYS.

If you really don't want to be friends, I'm not forcing you guys. Did I hold a gun on your face to ask you to be friends with me? If we both don't tried hard to be friends, what for we keep that awkward moments in our memories? To make me feel bad? Well, too bad, I don't.

I admit I sounded like I'm really bad at having friends. Yes I do. But if you want to judge me by I don't really good at making friends and leave me? Open the door by yourself. I won't be bother to care you to help you open the way out.

I'm chill dude.

But for those who actually started noticing me? Or should I say, those that hated me before and you guys want to let go that hatred? Talk to me, a hi, or a hangout,

you know, I'm a listener. You guys always talk conversation to your friends, and you guys didn't realise I'm there? I heard it because you all say it loud enough for me to hear.

And you know what? I found out there's some things that I find it common. But now you just want to like telling me you seeing it or what? That is a very weird way to tell me lol. but well, I will still treat you as a friend of mine and it's cool :)

Now, I just can't wait to learn driving and dude, I gonna plan where I want to go after that haha. And despite these "what we call friendship", I really want to say thank you because you all change my life into something better :) You know what they say,

if you stay in a comfortable situation, you will never learn nor grow up,

so yeah, you guys give me uncomfortable times, but I'm glad because I will learn something more than you guys :) So I just gonna shake it off hahahaha Taylor Swift LOL.

Well, SPM candidates out there?

Add oil! Just try your best :)

Because you're on your own :)

Have a latte or something to let you chill dude

xoxos.